on whittling.
i’ve devoted the last few days on reading up on, and participating in the act of “hacking” my psp (as the forum-dwellers like to call it), though it involved little more than whittling away at the battery with a pushpin and installing some software.
a worthy way to spend four or five days, i suppose
so, schools starting. i have no earthly idea what my schedule will be, as i never filled out a class selection form, and suppose that i wouldn’t automatically make it into newspaper.
registration was interesting. it wasn’t as intimidating as i imagined it to be, and there were, surprisingly, some fairly pleasant people that appeared to be neither gangsters nor whores.
i really don’t know what to expect. a part of me thinks i should dismiss my whole anti-bs mindset and just finish off these last two years with some grades that aren’t so shameful.
another part of me is kind of well, pissed off and embarrassed. if only for the fact that if i do, say, get that as-of-yet unattainable 4.0, it’ll never be a respectable one. mainly because of the whole “easier school” thing, of course.
the rest of me is just worried. the whole college-frustration thing has kicked in, a little late, i might add.
i’ll just end this subject with a cop-out virtual shrug for now.
in other news, i’m in the mood for a shitty movie and some pizza.
and so are you.
1 year ago